diary leaf yet again... spontaneous random feelings

Before I go….
Life was sheer fun and frolic
for me until now
the metamorphosis was prolific
it was all like a quick pow.

I wanna apportion all that
I am, but just my good
to my love, kin and set
it’s my expression of love hood.

Separate my qualities bad and good
take just the latter and burn the rest
like a mystical transplant that should
happen, and thus I become an eternal mother.

The space that I possess now
may be gone for ever
the time that is in flow
is the only thing that I can deliver.

To all whom I respect and love
goes divided my each and every minute
With a girlie gesture of bow
I pray earnestly that it’s finite.

Now I understand why
the mighty one gave me few loved ones
for sure that later I needn’t sigh
because not too many would have to blubber.

I wish all of you to
remember me as a rain cloud
that brought shower of many hue
for this I thank you with heartfelt applaud.

Hey Guys! I imagined I was as free
as the gentle cool Alfresco
but that desperately wasn’t me
off late I realized, in fact just now.

Believed I was a rock
hard and strong to face
life, experience and events with shock
neither of this were a true case.

But I knew very well that I was deep
like the Ocean, mighty and huge
What you sow is what you reap
says me and my mental urge.

This is the ultimate fact
you wanna believe it or not!
In my life I had no tact
Just sincere, love for God but
am an innocent dolt!

I came across people, many
but preferred staying with few
loved them wholeheartedly crazily
they were very much me, in my view.

I just wanna tell you, you yes You!
how much I loved each one
like the so serene Azure blue
I assure I will keep loving all of you a tonne

Don’t forget this old gal! Me!
who loved family, lover and friends
kids, soft toys, dolls, baby pink, draw and to play
to run, dance, dress up and work like a beee.

I thank him for giving me all of these
precious moments and time., Thank you Lord!

Before I leave, I have a message to spill
love him like you have got the best
never let suspicion, jealousy or possessiveness befell
in the lovely camaraderie leading to peals of wedding bells!